trains trains trains

Living here with my uncle for the last few days in his train station house has been a good laugh. The only thing i stillcan't adjust myself too is the fact that right outside my window is the platform of a train station. Yes the platform is unused but still at least every 15-30 minutes a freight train goes through. The whole house shakes and it is fairly loud. Nobody but me seems tonotice it. I do suppose living with it day in and day out you do becomea customed to it. Ialways find that when the night progresses into the early hours of the morning. i start to get very creative and i start to think about everything a lot differently to howi would during the day. I can't really explain it too well. Maybe my anxiety fades as the day does aswell.
I've just sent a load of new tracks to my publishers. One of which is going to listen to them on the way home in his car. So fingers crossed about that. I've also decided i really want to be on tour right now :(. I want to get out there again. i hope to be on the road by early 2010 but i feel like i can't hold myself to that. Also i think it may cure a broken heart.

Peace and love
x

i before love you

Your car moved so quickly
that my eyes could barely focus.
My heart sailed away
Is this end of another page?

Get up take a step back take a look around you
Get up take a step back take a look around you.

My eyes keep burning, my eyes keep filling up with tears.
My heart has fallen at least a thousand miles behind.
Where you last kissed me is where i've left myself
Please pick me upnow please take me where we both belong.

It's so hard to find me when every single day i'm hiding.
It's so hard to find me when every single day i'm hiding.
I've built a shell around myself
i built the wall between us
I've built a shell around myself
i built the wall between us

Halogen house party

So my first post and a step-out in to the world of blogging. Today's been one of those days when you don't really achieve much. I'm currently staying at my Uncles in the North of our flat county, helping him with his business. Unfortunately tho today i wasn't needed. So i hung around with my youngest cousin, india. We managed to watch 5 movies walk to the top of the hill to buy her some sweets and bake an awesome key lime pie.
My dad also got back today from his honey moon and came to visit us at his brothers which was nice. Apart from that i have spent most of the day socializing via facebook : Unhealthy i know.
I have been putting a lot of thought into my new album aswell, which i still can't decide a name for. I am pretty sure it is going to be 9 tracks tho. At the moment i have started work on a few tracks and laid out ideas for others. Names of songs are as follows;
Halogen house party
i before love you
inside the ink well
hello friday
white lines

So far those are all the songs i have started creating. 4 more to come.
so yes yes goodnight fellow bloggers?